On Wednesday, November 24, Jesse J. reported that she had a miscarriage. The singer kept her pregnancy a secret, but now decided to open her heart and talk to fans after the loss.
“Yesterday morning I was talking to a friend and I said, ‘Really, how am I going to do a show in Los Angeles tomorrow night without telling the public that I am pregnant.’ The performance, not letting go of steam … After passing the exam, he was also told that there was no heartbeat. This morning. I feel like I can’t control my emotions. I may wish I had missed this. Or no. In fact, I don’t know, ”he said on his Instagram page.
“What I really know is that I want to sing tonight. Not because I avoid pain or the process, but because I know that singing tonight will help me. I played two concerts in two years, and my soul needs it. Even more today. I know some people will think that I should just cancel. But right now I understand a lot, ”he added, emphasizing how much music was and is important in his life.
“I want to be honest and truthful and not hide my feelings. I deserve it. I want to be as myself as possible right now. Not only for the public, but also for me and my little child who tried his best, ”he continued.
In the same publication, he said: “I decided to have this child alone. Because that’s all I ever wanted and life is short. Getting pregnant was a miracle in itself and an experience that I will never forget and know I will have again. I’m still in shock, the sadness is all-consuming. But I know I’m strong and I’ll be fine“.
“I also know that millions of women around the world have experienced this pain and much worse. I feel a connection with you, who I know and who I don’t know. This is the loneliest feeling in the world. So, see you tonight in Los Angeles. I can tell fewer jokes, but my heart will be there, ”he concluded.
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