The parents of Fernando Fernandez, better known as FF, broke up when the singer was 15 years old. During the separation, the artist lived with his mother in Alentejo, and it was not easy to cope with it, despite the fact that he did it in a mature way, ”Manuel Luis Gusha confessed on the” Conta-me “program since Saturday. September 18.
“At the time, it was a shock to everyone. It was a very big shock for me, as well as the fact that I was the smallest child. This is the time when we suddenly realize that our life and that of our parents do not have to be perfect. “, – said F.F., although even before the announcement of the separation he suspected that this could happen. “Nowadays I can talk about it more openly and calmly, but my parents’ relationship has never been absolutely peaceful. These were always problems, and I always knew about it. What if it made me believe a divorce was about to happen? I don’t know, “continued. She admitted that being separated from her parents had a profound effect on her life, especially how she treats others.
At that time, F.F. moved to Lisbon, and only the artist, mother and dog remained on the farm in Alentejo. “Suddenly, this mountain, which looked like paradise, becomes a kind of poisoned gift,” he told Manuel Luis Guchet, after first saying that his childhood and early adolescence, spent in Alentejo, was one of the happiest periods of his life. …
FF has always had a close relationship with her mother, but the separation made her stronger. “This moment was decisive for us to rally even more, to survive what was happening,” he recalled. At the time when he was only 15 years old, Fernando Fernandez showed a mature attitude, thinking that this was a loss for his mother and not for him. “I realized that it was more her moment than mine. I thought, “I am a child, but I am not losing my father. My mother is losing her life partner “” said.
However, after the peace he achieved while he was 17 or 18 years old, he felt some anger towards “everything,” including his mother, something that he managed to overcome. “It was a short period because when I was 18 I started working and life went on,” he concluded.
First, my father went to Lisbon, but then he went to work in the Cayman Islands in North America, where he stayed for two years. At the time, FF did not understand this decision, but today relations between them have been restored, and Fernando Fernandez does not carry any big “ghosts” from the past and admits that there is nothing to say yet. “What could not have been said, I think, no longer makes sense to say,” he concluded.
